The Day After

I am happy to report that I feel just fine the day after my little procedure. I was quite sore most of yesterday but I feel good today. The best thing is that I haven't had any bleeding... but I do keep thinking about what was said during the procedure, something I did not want to hear. "I can't find it." Can't find what, Doctor?!? What can't you find?? What's up there that you are looking for that you can't find?! Turns out, as Chris quickly told me in passing, that my right Fallopian tube is not visible which means it is fully blocked. She wouldn't say much else other than my left tube was clear, you only need one good tube to get preggers, and I need to talk with my doctor. GRRRRRRRRRRR.....I like to grr a lot these days. I wonder what my doctor will say, "You are working on a one way street and we need to open a lane"? According to Chris I just need the one lane but I am thinking two lanes probably wouldn't hurt the baby making process.

I leave tomorrow for New York; Mike and I are heading up for a long weekend and for his cousin Matt's wedding. His other cousin Kerri ( who is my Facebook friend but I have never met) who also lives up there just had a baby girl. I will get to see and hold another baby...2 in one week! Is God trying to give me a sign, like 'get use to this'? Or is he just teasing me, like 'check out everyone else's cute little bundles that you can't have'? No, I know God loves me and takes care of me, I am just trying to be cute and satirical. Neither is really working for me right now. Anyway, I will be on a mini vaca...I don't think I will be posting while I am gone...try to fight back the tears, I will be back before you know it.