I got a new attitude...

The last two days I have been out of commission and therefore so has been my blog. I hosted a big party Saturday which made for yesterday to be a clean-up, exhausted, slightly hungover day. It's okay though because it will get ALL you readers accustomed to when I am vacation at the end of this week and I potentially don't post for a few days. But here I am today, back and better than ever except for excruciatingly sore calves from dancing and jumping all over the place for hours on end at the party. I am going to enjoy today and not care about the sore calves because tomorrow I have a feeling they won't be the only things that are sore. This time tomorrow I will be underway with the hyesteroscaryscaregram. Up until this morning I haven't really given it much thought which is so uncharacteristic for me...normally I stew over something for days, hours and minutes. I get myself all worked up and my stomach in knots. My belly does feel a little fluttery but old habits die hard and other than the flutters, I would say I am doing okay. I figure if I am eventually going to get a bun in the oven this little procedure tomorrow will be easy compared to pushing an 8 lb human out of my vagina. It's all about your perspective and for right now I am having a positive one; I am sure that will change around 7:30 tomorrow morning...