Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I've become so numb...

Just the other day, someone whom I am not very friendly with, someone who up until the other day I thought disliked me, made the comment she couldn't wait for when I had children. She wanted to know if I wanted them and she said I would make a great mom. WTF??? Sure, what she said is really nice but would you have that conversation with someone you never normally speak too? I don't even like talking about having babies with someone I AM friendly with let alone a frenemy.
Then a day later I heard people in our driveway; I peaked out the window just in time to see our local policewoman mouth the words to Mike, 'So when are you having babies!?" I wanted to run out of the house and yell "None of your damn business 5-0!", but I didn't want to get arrested.
I was beginning to think that maybe people weren't saying dumb or insensitive things anymore and then I realized...I have grown numb to them and unless I have time to reflect, I don't even realize what's being said! I guess that's one positive to all of this taking so long.

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