Namaste

Well, Mike and I are still giving it the old college try...we can't say we didn't put the effort in this month. We are going to finish this week out strong and see where we land. I have a renewed sense of hope since the whole "natural period" thing. This month I have jokingly talked to my stomach and told Mike the baby is making me tired. A professional would probably say it's not sane or productive to live in make believe land, but in a weird way this light hearted fun keeps my sanity. I mean I KNOW that there is a very good possibility I am not pregnant but I have dealt with that disappointment so many times, that I don't think some silly "baby talk" will hurt me. And don't they say put out there what you want to happen? Don't they say to only think positive thoughts? So from my perspective all I am doing is helping my chances; I am working with the universe by fantasizing I got a bun in the oven. So while we decorate the tree this year and I think about a little baby and a baby's first Christmas ornament next Christmas, don't judge me...think positive with me and send some of that energy to the universe.